Drama...Drama...Drama

I just got home from my basketball games that were at Bowie tonight...we WON by the way. My girls played so good, but, in a way I am ready for track season to start. Don't get me wrong, I love basketball, but track will definitely be a breath of fresh air.

School these days are SO different than even when I went to school. The kids are different, parents are different, teachers are different...do you get it, JUST DIFFERENT. I do NOT know how teachers teach for 35 years and still want to continue. I know it is a passion, but I promise I am going to be gray by the time I am 26 and that is in two months. :)

I am going to get a few things off my chest tonight...so bare with me and if your opinion is different, I understand. Maybe I just need SPRING BREAK to get here...Kids are just not the same anymore. They are never held accountable for the things they do because they think it is never their fault...but, I guess I might have went through that stage as well. I just know that God needs to grant me more patience until May. Another thing is that every coach is not a bad person and they honestly have the kids 'best interest' in mind when they are coaching. If they don't, then it eventually surfaces and people know that they need to be assigned to another job in life. But, every coach starts out with new ambitions, new hope and lots of eagerness to teach and coach kids...which brings me to this...it doesn't take much for all of that to be taken away from the coach. I have never felt so worthless and ran over as a human as I have this year. It has been very trying and I go to school dreading what the day will bring me...if you can't tell, I NEED A LIFT. So any of you that have prayers our there...send one up for me.

Enough about that...I just want to say that I have the most awesome MOM in the world and wouldn't be anywhere without her guidance and PATIENCE. She is the entire reason why I stand on my own two feet everyday and thank God that I have such a base to stand on. I said a long time ago that the song "Wind Beneath My Wings" was definitely how I feel for her. She never complains about things and she always is there for me ANYTIME I NEED HER. I know my sister, Amanda, is great with words and I "ditto" her blog the other day, except I can take 10 YEARS OFF of the number. :) JK Amanda.

I will definitely not leave my Dad out. He was my hero as a little girl...no one could mess with my "daddy" and no one could ever do the things like my dad could...AND I STILL BELIEVE THAT. God blessed this world and my family with a man that will make Heaven a greater place.

So, I know tonight was a lot, but I just needed to vent. Please don't take any of the things I said about coaching or kids negatively...just a new generation. There are still great and wonderful kids out there that will definitely make a great and lasting impact in this world.

I hope all of you have a great night...and thanks for reading.

LOVE!!!

Emmy

Well, here it is...Monday night...and it's another slumber party at Sarah's apt. Me and Emily have had SO much fun the last three weeks. She has been staying with me and we are acting like we are in elementary again...because we sleep in the same bed EVERY NIGHT. We watch movies, laugh, cry, laugh, play games, laugh and sing. Sometimes, I wish that this life we have right now would never change...

No one will ever replace my sister and the times we have together...INCLUDING A MAN!!!

We are seriously thinking about living with each other for the rest of our lives and buying a huge house that has a pool and just throw slumber parties all the time...would that not be awesome??? If we ever follow through with that plan, please feel free to join us anytime...

We are fixing to watch "Sleepless in Seattle", so I need to sign off...

I hope everyone has a great Tuesday and hopefully I will be back on tomorrow night.

LOVE!!!!!!

First blog

Well, Emily started blogging and usually it's the little sister that follows the bigger sister, but in this case...I FOLLOWED HER!

I don't understand what the fuss is about blogging, but maybe I will get into as much as my sister, Amanda, and love it as much as she does...or this might be something that I forget about in 2 weeks and my page will be blah...WE'LL see.